Sometimes poems burst out of my head in the strangest of times. They form so perfectly and beautifully, but they never make it to paper because they always form in moments when paper is scarce or I haven't access to a medium on which they can thrive. And usually, in these moments, I am caught up with other important things that cannot be delayed. For instance, I may be showering. Whilst the water soaks into my head, a stream of words are formed and molded into the most perfect set of stanzas. I can always envision them floating in sepia backgrounds. The minute the water turns off, the poem is sucked down the drain, along with the water, into a whirlpool of lost knowledge. Cue the sad violin music.
It is honestly the worst thing to happen.
Today was a different day. I finally caught a poem that tried so hard to escape. I wrote it by a lake during a job hunting mission. As the poem started to form, I dropped everything I had on the nearest table and scribbled furiously into my diary, knowing I looked like a complete freak to all that noticed me in the dark bush far away from most of the happenings. I wrote and wrote and wrote until I felt that I had completed the piece with all the might I could muster. Now, you should know that every time I write a poem, a part of me feels like I deserve some sort of prize because of how profound and deep it is. I am cocky, right? Then the next day I usually dislike the poem and move on to something else. This, my friends, is the famous cycle of the writer.
Nah, I am kidding (lie). Poetry, I believe, is made to service those who write it. And others who happen to like it stay along for the ride. A lot of people I know, besides family members, do not like poetry and it amazes me sometimes when I hear a piece by William Blake or Edgar Allan Poe, and I think it's spectacular and mesmerizing, but they think it is boring, old shit. The first thing that pops into my mind was whether they were paying attention to the words that were spoken and written. Did they understand the message? Did they listen? But then I must remind myself that people have preferences. Just because I like something doesn't mean that others will too. Apart from that obvious message, poetry is a vehicle for dreams and the imagination, just like music and art. People pick what they choose and make it into what suits them best.
Now, I will present the poem I have captured, butterfly net and all, and I hope you come to like it, dear reader, whoever you may be. One thing I have always admired about poetry is its simplicity. Everything is poetry. The trees, the sun, the moon, the half eaten sandwich laying next to your cracked-screen phone. And I always liked that fact that poetry allows you to pick and choose what you like from it, so you may take away a message that resonates with you, whether it be a stanza or a single word. That is part of its magic.
Hunger
When at midnight
gifted rosewood rivers
save dances with the
eternal love of sun
and the beating heart of spirit
It is mist over mountaintops
that fly as the world stops
when the core is carried
to rain and lust and happiness
Life becomes pen scribbles
within the notebook of death...
It belongs to the trembling
hands of children, awaiting
their final breath when
chords snap and fail to sing again
It is time, diminishing with spirit
It is time, diminishing with soul
It is time, the essential hunger...